Eternal Bliss

2003-10-20T12:33:00.000-07:00

whoa...something's wrong with pitas. grr..hehe i'll probably settle for this blog first or the other one. ^_^

2003-07-29T03:54:00.000-07:00

2003-07-27T04:56:00.000-07:00

on the playlist: none

weee~ finally moved to a new blog. check this out. XD *thanks ian* ur da best. =^__^=

2003-07-26T06:25:00.000-07:00

on the playlist: Why | Avril Lavigne

she's changed a lot. she's a poser anyway. i like her songs though.^^

just arrived. me and my mom watched a fashion show for a cause. my uncle's a fashion designer so we had a reason to go. wen we got there i thought we were late coz we were an hour late. but heck, the 'Vice President' was there making his speech for sooOOooo long...i could almost sleep. -__-. yes, His Excellency Teofisto Guingona. -_- the models there aren't professionals coz they're of my age. i only saw one professional supermodel. oh well. after the show there were awardings of fashion designers. yeah, go uncle.^^ can't believe Jolina Magdangal was there to award. heck. Dingdong Dantes was there though. nyahaha! XD afterwards we headed to robinsons galleria to buy college reviewers. time to get serious on this. one more week til UPCAT. gaah...~__~ didn't take review classes unlike others. hopefully i'll get through this.

Frigg.
First priority: Duty.

Second priority: Family.

Take the male version of this quiz or you can visit
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Which female character from Ragnarok are you?
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accccKK...>.< hus Frigg??! i play Ragnarok but...who is she? o__O

neweiz, am thinking a lot on things. specifically on what the future will bring me. as early as possible i want to set my goals ahead so i won't worry nor regret in the end. but til now, i still don't know what to take. i love art but i think im not passionate for it...although i'm gonna take Fine Arts. i really don't know~ ;_;

Yay, you're Quistis!!! You've tried being a leader,
but you weren't cut out for it. Your friends
really need you to be big, sensible sis that
they can rely on; and that's what you enjoy
most!

Which Final Fantasy 8 Character are you???
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ehehehe...tee-hee..oops..that's selphie. ^__^

okay. while i was searching for shop selling internet cards, mom visited a fortune-telling stall. some tarot reading. took her a very long time to finish so this must be goood.^^ she told me that her eldest daughter *ahem* is of a strong character. accdg to tarot: im very articulate, focuses on a goal, if i want it i get it, blah..
i dunno but i really don't believe in tarots. though sometimes it's fascinating to hear positive sides. i even doubt if im really of a strong character. you see, i cram..a LOT. how can i be successful if i finish requirements minutes before the deadline? ~___~ must..stop..the habit..

Purple! You have purple eyes! You're a dreamer,
artist, poet, whatever. You enjoy all forms of
art and literature, and tend to be quite good
at creating them as well.

What Color Are Your Anime Eyes?
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purple....like Kenshin-sama...^_^x

i promised myself that in time i will really be successful..that i will be proud that i have achieved what i really desired...i want my whole family to look upon me and say: "look at her, i feel proud and glad that i have her in my life.." *sigh*..
told my mom that i'll get her a new house--bigger, spacious, and comfortable. i want the whole family to feel comfy coz as of now, we're already big and the house won't fit us any longer ~__~ plus, insects creep anywhere! ewwww~ >.<
*sigh*...i dream to have a better life in a better place..so help me God.^^

nothing more to say...

bye blog...hello Midgard! XD~~

2003-07-21T08:21:00.000-07:00

on the playlist: Addicted | Simple Plan

okay. it's 11:10pm and im stil here. im not suposed to be here. i mean, we hav math LT tom and i havent started studying yet. gaaah..;__; i knew this would happen. i KnEw iT!!! >= \ really can't control myself..i chatted again at irc. yada yada..i always do..~__~ nyaah~

oh well..just dropped by. am looking for a perfect Chinese black&white painting for Visual Arts class. hmm...

been thinking a lot since i started a talk with a frend of mine. ...nevermind. am just too affected on things.

off i go~

2003-07-20T04:09:00.000-07:00

on the playlist: At Your Funeral | Saves The Day

just got home from mass with Aissa. also bought netcard and some school stuff.
okay..stil hav to finish school work:

1) Physics - sketch of direction from my house to CSA
2) Fil - memorize poem for Sabayang Pagbigkas
3) MPG - resume for officers (yeah, im one of 'em! XD)
4) THE - explanation of the title of own photo collage (havent thought of a title yet..gaah)
5) Music - analysis of a song of choice

aaggh...LT week this coming week!!! >__< am not suposd to cram anymore..must stop the habit...or else i'll be like this till college which will likely put me in danger...

at least im doing my homeworks as early as possible na. like now. im typing my resume and blogging at the same time..oh, and chatting too. ehehe ^^

need to change my layout!!! *calling out Atsi and Aissa~~* need help hELp heLP~ am thinking of devils and angels..creatures that co-exist. ^^

anyways...nothing much to say.

ja ne~

2003-07-19T01:30:00.000-07:00

on the playlist: Ana' Song | Silverchair

ayan..back..^^ gaaah...didn't go to schooL! had..umm..a talk...with a frend of mine..til 5 am. -_-;; nyaaah~ told myself id sleep for an hour then wake up at 6. but...i woke up at 7:30!! waaAhh ;__; missed the training! il never do it again...huhuhuh...do i get a demerit for being absent? i guess not. hehe ^^ at least i recharged all of my energy for 6 hours. woke up at 7:30 den slept agen den woke up at 1pm. i might be going to mass later. havent gone to saturday masses for such a long time. i miss my choir!! ~_~ must go back..

am listening to Silverchair CD: The Best of Volume 1. this CD's totally great, man! *thanks just ^__^* if acid and ballad rock fascinates you, then this is for you. ^^ so far, ive been listening to Emotion Sickness, Ana's Song, Tomorrow, Miss You Love, Pure Massacre and Freak over and over again. i loooove Freak!! i liiiike Freak!! Freak rocks!! ...did i just say i looove Freak? XD =^__^=

found a magazine on my mom's desk. it's all about health and exercise. read some of their articles there. for PEOPLE WHO SLEEP LATE...READ THIS:

>> According to Kenneth Goodrick, MD, an associate professor of family and community medicine at Baylor College of Medicine, Houston, sleep is important for fighting obesity and controlling weight. Goodrick advocates what he calls "an energy-enhancement approach to weight management," which focuses on sleep, nutrition, and exercise. He puts sleep as the first--and therefore most crucial--component of his three-step plan of attack for weight control. Sleep deprivation has been found to upset glucose metablosim and sets people up for increased risk for obesity and diabetes. If you don't get enough sleep, you won't have the energy to exercise--and consequently, you may turn to high-sugar foods for a pick-me-up, causing weight gain."

acckk...natamaan ata ako dun ah...but not on obesity. calling out chatters...hehe..we better leave the chatroom as early as possible! must get lotsa sleep!! *sings Sleep All Day* ^^

hirs another: (one of the Chinese secrets to press away PAIN)

>> The Hegu ("huh-goo"), also called Hoku, is in the webbed area of your hand between the thumb and index finger. To find it, put your hand palm down on a table, fingers and thumb touching. Your skin will form a crease at the base of the thumb. Put the index fingertip of your other hand into the tip of the crease and press along the bone of your hand. The acupoint will be the most sensitive spot.

hmm..does it really work? o.O o well...

*emo mode*

why is it that whenever i like someone, i don't get the like back? but whenever someone likes me...i dunno...seems to be that i only care for that person as a pure friend. or what i call platonic love. life's unfair. a close frend of mine told me that people who liked me (okay...let's get it straight..people i busted.^^) turns out to be one of my close friends. i just don't like having people who feel down and disappointed because of me. i'd rather have them as friends than someone from the past. i love caring for people. i don't like it when they have anxious feelings towards me. so i find a way to break the wall.

Erupt again ignore the pill
And I won't let it show
Sacrifice the tortures
Orchestral tear cash-flow
Increase delete escape defeat
It's all that matters to you
Cotton case for an iron pill
Distorted eyes
when everything is clearly dying

Burn my knees and
Burn my knees and
Burn my knees and
E-motion sickness
Addict with no heroine
E-motion sickness
Distorted eyes
when everything is clearly dying

Burn my knees and
Burn my knees and pray
Burn my knees and
Burn my knees and pray
[All my friends say]
Get up get up get up get up
Get up get up get up
Won't you stop my pain

E-motion sickness
(To idle with an idol)
Addict with no heroine
Good things will pass
It helps with excess access
Lessons learnt

E-motion sickness
(Lost no friendship)
(Corrosive head pollution)
Lessons learnt

nyaaah~

Middle-aged. You'll die from something unexpected,
just when your kids are going to college or
something great is happening. Cause Unknown.

At what age will you die?
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noOOOooo...i wanna live longer..i wanna c my kids grow and my kids' kids, too...;__;

2003-07-18T10:39:00.000-07:00

on the playlist: Erotomania | Dream Theater

gaaah..juz woke up around 12:30am..right after we arrived from school, i plunged into the couch right away! and on i slept..with my contacts ON. damn couch. it's all yer fault. u will be held responsible for my blindness dammit. -__-

neweiz, hir i am once again...breathing, living...blogging. ^___^ havent updated in a long time. am busy on other stuff. gona hav cadet training in 6 hours. someone's gona call me at this time..so im gona post later on. hehehe...

later..=^_^=

You know the whole Fallen CD by heart. Go you!

Do you know Evanescence lyrics?
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yeah...i rOck. :D

2003-07-13T09:57:00.000-07:00

on the playlist: There Is (AI and Do'Ahou version XD) | Boxcar Racer COVER

ahohoho...neil recorded our own version of There Is, Ana's Song, and Blurry Eyes. my voice wasnt heard that well. hehe pero ok lang. he sent the files to me. galing talaga nilaaaa~ am looking forward for the ube jam. ^__^

gaaaah...just bought contact lens..finally. pero...aaaaGhhh! am having a hard time putting them on and off!! ;___; imagine touching ur own eyeballs...ewwwwww...aaaaaaackk!!! >__< only if i didn't lose my glasses...-___-

cge...so loooong~

2003-07-12T23:31:00.000-07:00

on the playlist: Emotion Sickness | Silverchair

back once again. had a blast yesterday--from 8am til 2am the next day. was cadet training and we were all blindfolded! gaah..;__; we ate red chili! yes. >.< some kind of bravery test i guess. o__O? i enjoyed it somehow. i loove challenges. hehe.

den headed to HardRock Cafe for lunch. twas Homer's blowout party. woohoo! i had 3 rounds! XD was too hungry then. lots of sushi there but they werent dat good. hehe ^_^ i ate lots of 'em anyway. XD then halo-halo for dessert. yumm...sarap ulitin ^^;

there were 3 bday celebrations yesterday--Homer, mine, and Martin. sked was too hectic! wasnt able to go to Martin's *ehem*..mansion..coz i had my own party at my house.

the 3 yapyucos (ange, adi, just), aissa, x, neil, and kuya jae were there til 2am. we were jamming all night. ^_^ actually twas unexpected eh. since x brought his drumsticks and neil was dying to play the e-guitar, adi suggested in bringing their whole equipment here. *thanks adi* =^___^= so there. jamming all night. X...u ROCK pare!! *bows to X* sarap putulin ng kamay mo! >=D galing mag-drums!! ahohoho ^o^ Neil...u RAWK too tsong! naka naman da voice!! ahehehe galing mag-geeetar!! g-string g-string! XD u guys really play excellent! *bows to Do`Ahou* sayang dainty and ian..u guys werent der..~__~ next time il rily make it possible for u guys to make it to pque.^^

gaaah...guess im not meant to drink...noticed that everytime i drink gin pom, my tummy aches so bad. ~__~' noOOOOoooo~ =(

ohhhwelll...

2003-07-10T10:13:00.000-07:00

You represent... happiness.
Boy, are you full of cheer or what...? You have a
sunny disposition and enjoy trying to spread
your happiness. You have a tendency to be a
little hyper, but you have the ability to make
your own fun no matter what.

What feeling do you represent?
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You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.

What kind of kiss are you?
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-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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You Have the Power of Teleportation!

What's Your Magic Power?
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2003-07-10T08:53:00.000-07:00

on the playlist: Overjoyed | Stevie Wonder

senti senti~ enough rock for a while.^^ neweiz, had such a great time yesterday. was surprised when my barkada suddenly appeared in front of my classroom (which i found really unusual coz i always hang-out in their rooms) and gave me an oozing chocolatey cake!! woohoo!! \(^___^)/! thanks so much guyz! love y'all! ehehe =^___^= i looove cake! XD although choco mousse is my fave. pero ok narin chocolate. though its too chocolatey..pero masarap! talo pa Red Ribbon! ^^ come dismissal time. some of us classmates headed to the canteen para papakin ang cake ko. gaaah ;___; di ko na-solo cake koh! nyahaha >=D pero twas fun anyway. ^_^ nilibre ko sila ng drinks. un lang. ala pa pera panlibre ng pagkain eh. ehehehe sa sabado na. ^o^ nyaaah...saturday's so full sked! 8-12 = Cadet training, 12nn-2pm = Homer's bday celeb, 2 onwards = my celeb, then probably 9 = Martin's celeb. gaaah..dami pala naming july celebrants. ~___~ where to, where to~~ tapos wala pang pahinga...todo na tow~ nyahahah! XD i swear right after saturday, imma go straight to bed and sleep all day. *sings Sleep All Day* ^^

hmm...

there's been always something bothering me
I just don't get it, why I feel so incomplete
suddenly I thought of something
I started looking for this missing something

could it be underneath the chairs?
or somewhere lying on the stairs?
could it be hiding behind the stars?
nah, it can never reach that far.

been looking on the roads and sidewalks
also asked help from people everywhere
could they've possibly known what I really miss
or journey myself to what I long, that bliss?

it took me forever to reach that something
but I guessed it all to hopes and dreams
till I met you, I knew this didn't amount to nothing
coz you were my missing something.

even the deepest galaxies nor
the highest mountains won't answer me
only one person would prove it
....you.

composed that just this summer. ^^ my life was boring then so i decided to make use of my pen and paper...actually notebook--for poems. ehehe wasnt much of a poetic before. dont know why i began writing. ~__~ inspiration? nah..dunno. @_@ hehe. since im busy at skul ive got no time for that...

*sigh* next time i'll try to focus more on morbid type of poems. eheheh >=D *inspired by Anne Rice*

sige...gotta call someone...nyt.^^

which stereotype are you?

...you don't believe that, do you? please...don't believe it...they're lying!! ~____~

2003-07-08T08:53:00.000-07:00

on the playlist: *tik..tik...tik..* hears only the sound of the keyboard...

...one more day. =^_____^= am a bit excited. duh, i hav to! ehehehe. too bad i can't celebrate it at lunch time with my barkada coz all of us are busy. 3 of us hav MPG club meeting. the others have their own lunch with the freshies. seniors have to attend to this senior-freshmen lunch in order to promote close ties. so none of us could eat all together. ;__; owell, i hav saturday to celebrate it. weee~ but at the same day my friend will also have his own party right after lunch and im invited. ehehe...dun nalang ako magcecelebrate!!! nyahahah! >=D

la lalalalala~ waiting for tomorrow's surprise....

gotta go, sago! (corny...-__-') byieee~
*sings Maligayang Bati, maligayang bati, maligaya, maligaya~~~...

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2003-07-07T05:19:00.000-07:00

on the playlist: So Wonderful | Devotion

"Life is only as far as I can see it. Beyond here and now there is nothing. So I will try to experience everything I would possibly experience for tomorrow I could die!"
...Nihilism, so to say. one of the philosophies in life. nothing exists beyond physical. life, therefore, has no meaning. such a philosophy propels a person into cramming as much as he could into his life. it creates in the person a complete disregard for the consequences of his actions as the person does not entertain the idea of life after death. it is expressed in the Epicurean ideal--drink and be merry for tomorrow you die.

...~___~...sounds pretty bad. that's not how i want my life to be. how can you learn more about yourself if you don't dig in to pain? how can you succeed in life if you focus yourself to sheer fun and pleasure? Nihilism explains the person's view of life. he focuses his attention only to the present. he doesn't look forward much to what the future shall bring him. it exemplifies a man's sole attention to physical reality--not the spiritual side. meaning, there may be cases that this man doesn't believe in God, soul, and life after death. freaakky...

we had this discussion in Christian Values Educ (CVE) class. this topic makes me so interested in the subject because i am much engrossed to the philosophy of life---believe it or not. ^^ sometimes i wonder, is there really life after death? what do you see there? do you also breathe?...in the religious side, how can God create a human being inside a woman's womb? isn't it that there's a much sensible explanation--a scientific explanation?

o__O? la lang..also read Sophie's World, which involves the creation of civilization and philosophy. basta...it's a good read. i recommend it for people who values the way of life and notices even the simplest things in it. ^^

neweiz...^_^ haha! enough deep thoughts! was i too serious on that? ehehe...^^
it keeps on bothering me kasi so i let it out~

gaaah...all of my barkada except me and bona are having review classes every after dismissal time, mon-wed-fri. buti nalang anjan c bona!! ahohoho ^o^ oks lang, we're planning to hav our own review session! mwahaha!!! me, bona, mark, bianx, jr, and allan! hehehe...ewan ko kung matutuloy yang trip namin. ^^;;; dun kami in our own place...sa CANTEEN!!! nyahahaha!!! XD masaya yan! we'll rely on our own reviewers...^^

am currently not busy right now. not much hw. sooo....

RAGNAROK TIME!!!! wooohooo!!!

so long, farewell, nananana nanana~ *from Sound of Music* ^^

2003-07-06T04:50:00.000-07:00

on the playlist: Wen Rou De Shou Wan An (A Gentle Goodnight) | Vic Zhou Yu Min

yes. finally updated. have nothing much to say except that we had Physical Endurance Test (PET) yesterday. we were in hell. hell, i tell you! ~__~ we even had swimming. no, not in the pool. in MUD! the field where we held the PET was in helluva mud coz it was raining the day before. and now my whole body's aching. acckk...>.< okay. our commander ordered us to do 30 gigs (1 gig = 10 jumping jacks, 10 *forgot the term* and 10 push-ups). imaaagine...30 GIGS for goodness' sake! ;__; ..at least im used to squatting now. hell yeah. >=D we even had sun bathing. agen, no, not on a resort but on the field (nyahahah..). it's called sunny side-up. we were toasted under the heat of the sun as we lie down to the muddy ground. yes, i can really feel it...wet at the back and hot at the front. ooh yeah...

our socks and undies were all wet. nyahaha! XD during the 45-min break we went to bona's house to take 5-min shower each. we needed to budget our time so we doubled time. ^^ as usual, im last. ~___~ unfortunately when we got back to school...we were late! >__< 1 gig for our punishment. whew.

anyways..had lunch after at g4 then went straight home.

and much to my excitement, i headed straight..here! hehehe =^__^= wasn't able to feel the pain yet til i woke up just about awhile ago.

gaaah...and now im doing nothing much. okay, am still leveling up in RO. hav to catch up with my fellow archers, you know. ehehe ^o^

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why is it that i have this weird feeling of missing something...or...someone?!?! nyahahaha!!! forget it. it'll go away...hopefully.

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nyehehe..dinner's ready. im out~

2003-07-01T10:21:00.000-07:00

on the playlist: nothing...it's 1 in the morning...

just woke up at around 11:30pm coz i was freakin tired from school. mom fetched us too late--around 6pm. ;___; missed MG...hehehe. i needed a massage to calm my body down so Ate Merly, our maid, gave me a warm massage. *sighs in relief* -___-

can't stand the aircon in school!!! >__< had colds the WHOLE day. gaah...drank 2 calamansi juices this day but none of them worked. huhuhu....i lack resistance. must drink Ascorbic Acid everyday according to Mother. til now i stil hav it! dammit. i really wanted to switch seats with one of my classmates on the right area. there's less coldness there.

once again, we didn't take PE. ^__^ we brought our uniform but we just don't wanna play table tennis. instead we just sneaked out of the covered courts and went straight ahead to the canteen and ate ice cream pie *yummmm* err...i know...we cut class....hohoho ^o^

am doing my english paperwork now. topic: Communication Styles between Men and Women. whew..im almost done. one more page to go. weee~

oh well...gots to go y'all. *peace out* ^^v

2003-06-29T03:23:00.000-07:00

current mood: acck...aching body~ >.<
on the playlist: Black Balloon | Goo Goo Dolls

supposed to go online yesterday but was too tired ~.~ as in reALLy tiring. super. From 8am-12pm I attended COCC. weee~ I'm the squad leader! Hohoho ^o^ we were taught the basic commands like unang tilap, tumalikod na! Tikas na! etc. even had harsh punishments! Gaaah…sakit ng katawan ko~ there were squatting with your heels up, deploy, uh…forgot the others >__< basta they were really harsh. But in the end it was all good coz, I dunno, it just is. at least they would teach you strict discipline. =^_____^=

afterwards, me and Bona headed to g4 to meet up with the AI people: Dainty, X, Kojaa, Bogged, and Ange. gaaah…before I met them somewhere in Food Choices, something BAD happened. not just embarrasing, but BAD!!!! Gaaaaaah!!!!!! Yoko na pag-usapan!!! ;____; >____< ~____~ I think that was the mOSt embarrasing experience I ever had. thanks to Veronica…psshh..hehe *peace* ^^.

before meeting them, Bona and I watched Charlie’s Angels. We waited so long for the AI peeps so we decided to watch. twas incredible! Asteeeg~ XD Full Throttle is better than the first. the effects turned into a much improved one. what can I say, Americans have the greatest expertise in special effects. ^^ Lucy Liu’s my favorite. ^^; u gotta watch it.

I had a blast with the EB. They were friendly and easy to talk to. hehe ^___^
Here are the stuff that happened:
1. ate lunch at Food Choices
2. went to Timezone
3. had studio pic at the Starbucks Graffiti Wall
4. then to CD-R King (Dainty needed to buy 25 CDs for MG burning ~_~)
5. strolled around
6. then to Red Lane (Dainty looves this place)
7. then strolled again

but it was fun ^___^

now…back to reality. Gotta research for English and submit it on Wed. gaahhHH…am too lazy…

ugh…next time. *vavooOshh*

2003-06-27T10:09:00.000-07:00

current mood: busog. just ate dinner ^^
on the playlist: nothing. *needs peace and quiet*

am kinda tired na rin. ~__~ weeee~ bati na kamiiii...^____^ had a small argument with that someone then turned out to be a big fight. pero ok na kami. hehe thought he wouldn't say sorry...

tomorrow's gonna be a big day. hav to wake up early--around 6 am den leave at 7. hav to attend COCC (cadet training). i wanna earn a higher rank. then mga 1pm i hav to head straight to glorietta coz the AI peeps will hav an EB. gona meet up with Dainty, X, Kojaa, Nanase, Bogged, etc. konti lang ata kami pero it's ok na rin...rather than a big pack strolling around g4. its kinda hard to bond with them if we're too many. ^o^

heck..it's 1 in the morning! i hav to sleep!! in a few hours il be heading to school. gaahh...~__~

sore ja~ (-.-)zzZz...

2003-06-26T06:23:00.000-07:00

on the playlist: In My Life | The Beatles

*sigh*...some ordinary day. u wake up, get dressed, breakfast, go to school, den back home, dinner, den sleep. the next day...u wake up, get dressed...yada yada...same thing. ~__~

oh well at least we did someting different. ang buong bagwis. 'flight' in english. had ACP training. call me weird, but i had a great time. hehe. im going COCC training on saturday so i could at least be an officer..a flight sargeant maybe^^. should've attended summer training before. i should've been a flight officer...some high rank. this day wasn't strenuous though coz we just had a 2-hour orientation in the classroom (hell yeah...aircon ^^).
weee~~ i gained 3 merits coz i had a starched hanky! we were only 4 in the class who brought starched hanky. everyone else were lazy enough to make gawgaw and soak 'em in. hehe *peace* i totally agree that ACP teaches discipline and responsibility. hopefully this could change me for the better ~__~ from a lazy ass to a very studious and diligent being.

neweiz..

am currently searching for guitar tabs...been so long since i played. even my keyboard! i miss my darling instruments....*kisses guitar and keyboard* ^____^ when i tried playing yesterday, i couldn't remember any piece at all!!!! gaaaaah!!!!! nooOOOooo...my powers are slowly fading~~ must play and play! hohoho! ^o^

am done from homeworks. actually we had only one homework. yay~ someone told me that aircon can make you bobo. err...i think she's right. can't think straight! nakatapat pa naman talaga sa akin ung hangin ng aircon mismo. ~___~;;; makes me an AIRhead....haha XD no one wants to sit on my place. it's too cold to stay daw. nyak...@__@ il get used to it. hav no choice anyway. hav to wait for another quarter for another seating arrangement.

gotta sleep early~~~ bye then...*whooooosh*

2003-06-26T04:52:00.000-07:00

This ENTRY was supposedly posted on JUNE 24...read it anyway.

on the playlist: Nothing Else Matters | Metallica

logged in REAAALLy eaRly today--right after watching MG (..Meteor Garden for the ignorants XD ..guess everyone knows it anyway). hav to coz i gotta sleep early. yoko na ng eyebags~ ~____~ heehee. still hav to work on my layout thingy. don't like the color...gotta make it RED..yeah..bloOdy red. speaking of, come June 28 HBO's showing Queen of the Damned! weeee~~ *jumps up and down* ooh Lestat, mi amor~ ^^

nothing much HW for today. whew.. i like math. topic's about Arithmetic Sequences blah blah. basta it's really interesting. unbelievable though coz everyone in the class listened! hehe. probably coz our teacher's damn cool--Ms. Sanchez. at the first minutes of the period we were too noisy Ms. Sanchez's eardrums could almost explode (well..not really ^^;;) so she told us about this deal--for the first 10 minutes we should ALL keep our mouth shut and listen to her lecture and see if we could handle it. and guess what...we were on for it!! as in COMPLETE SILENCE. hehe, right on XD. saya ng class~ ^___^ we held our laughs within the given time. hoho ^o^ eventually, we all listened. and almost everybody understood the lesson..which is really abnormal...hello...mAth pa naman un ah...@_@;;; but it's all good.

what else...

HarrY PotteR 5's released!!! \(^_^)/!!! but i haven't got one yet ~__~ hiram nalang ako..in which i usually do...hoho ^o^ is there really a 'kissing scene?!' hmm...-____-;;;

gaaah...im dying to have a new guitar~~ im fascinated with bright colors lately. take my bag for example (bright aqua blue and orange), folder (bright blue), lunchbox (green with swirls), and envelope(bright neon green). hehehe ^___^
hopefully i would have a guitar with pick-up. well i wanted an electric but am having second thoughts...i want something handy. something i could bring anywhere. probably i'd settle for a pick-up ^__^. and i like it purple. red kasi is too common. im in for uniqueness.

i feel like solving math problems...^^,

im off~

2003-06-23T09:06:00.000-07:00

errr....i feel...

2003-06-23T08:48:00.000-07:00

err...i feel

2003-06-23T08:07:00.000-07:00

current mood: tired.
on the playlist: nothing…my speaker won’t work!! dammit…>:O

just got home from dinner out with my family. It’s my dad’s bday today \(^__^)/! supposedly we should’ve celebrated it at the Heritage Hotel hoho ^o^ (feeling sosi~) but instead we ended up at Sky Dragon—a Chinese restaurant somewhere in Pasay. my dad has this craving for Chinese delicacy. what can I say…we still hav some underlying Chinese blood ^^. whenever we get to hav family reunions, we always hav it on a Chinese resto. ^_____^…

haaay…finally done on my workload. and already submitted the UP app form. thought they really needed a copy of my birth certificate and my parents’ tax income. they said it wasn’t necessary. whew ~___~ sayang pa naman coz I hurried my mom to get the needed certificates SECONDS before we left the house! ^^

=^_____^=

newei…am starting to fascinate myself with classic songs lately ~__~. especially The Beatles. *sings* there are places I remember…all my life…I love you more~ hohoho they’re simply alluring… ~to lead a better life, I need my love to be here~~ =O~ hihi!

…am speechless.. -___-

…am in deep thoughts…

#&$^&*#%$(#!!!! enough, atsuko! >= \

err…hehe ^_____^;;

though I’ll be a bit busy on school work, I’ll try to keep in touch with my blog.

til next time! =^_____^=

2003-06-22T00:28:00.000-07:00

current mood: feeling responsible today ^o^ am doing school stuff today hohoho
on the playlist: Master of Puppets | Metallica

this is continuation from the last entry..i hav to sleep, you know ^^, slept at 5am, woke up at 1pm. 6 hours sleep...good enough. haaaay...

am doing HWs while typing my entry. okay, here are the stuff that has to be finished by the day:
1) Economics recitation card (3x5 index card)
2) Physics recitation card
3) Filipino - research on Ortograpiyang Filipino
4) study for English quiz on Mon on Sound of Silence (yes..that fast ~___~)
5) UP app form (waaaah...havent taken ID pics yet >___< )
6) Physics summary/outline on Chapter 1 on 1 whole sheet of paper (gaah..15 pages to read!!! >.< )

...ang saya ng buhay...~___~;;; 2nd week and they're torturing us. specially PHYSICS!!! >: \ but i like the teacher. hoho ^^ this is our last year. we should make the best of it. but i feel awkward doing school stuff coz it's..unkrystel-like (galing yan kay just =^___^=) it's just that i'm used to cramming. hehe.

..this thing's been bothering me since yesterday...gaaah ;___; nevermind. i shouldn't make it big of a deal. ~___~

that's it for now. up, up, and awaaaay!!! \(^__^)/!!!

You're this little thing in this big world who can be the only one who could hurt me. But however dangerous you are, i still want to keep you coz you're this little thing in this big world i can't live without...

2003-06-21T13:46:00.000-07:00

current mood: emoting...thinking of sooo many things. ~___~
on the playlist: Angel | Edison

it's about quarter to 5..in the MORNING. am chatting to |Siam|-|Shade| [#anime-illusions]. *in emo mode* haaay...why oh why do i have think about it too much? i'm not supposed to.. ~___~

went to festival mall with my mom and sis to buy some skul stuff. afterwards, headed to Seattle's Best Coffee to meet up with a frend of mine then watched The Hulk. twas sooo great! gotta watch it agen. woohoo ^^ then chatted on the phone with a frend of mine.

*sigh* don't wanna think about it...but i should..since it's the girl's responsibility. err...nevermind. hoho ^o^

ANNOUNCEMENT: 2 WEEKS and counting...hihi ^____^ gona hav my 17th birthday!!! gaaah...seventeen nako...noooOOOooo >____< one more year and i'll be faced with lotsa responsibilities and more obligations yada yada...~__~ but i hav to face it whether i like it or not. gusto nio house party or lunch out? kayo magsuggest! =^_____^=

err....later. -___-

2003-06-20T08:41:00.000-07:00

current mood: pissed off...on tagboards >:D
on the playlist: nothing...am watching Bubble Gang XD

haaay..friday..yess. haven't eaten dinner yet. da heck? di na nga ako kumain ng lunch eh >__< wat's wrong with meh..~___~ sayang baon ko~ didn't even dare touch my lunchbox. hoho. that's okay..i got to buy lotsa dewberries!!! *is obssessed with dewberries, esp strawberry dewberry* hohoho! ^o^

i'm really having problems adding a tagboard. first of all, i'm sooo new to HTML stuff. at least you should somehow be knowledgeable about it. but heck, im not. >__< even asked help from Nanase ~__~ probably i'll leave the tagboard alone first. i'll just focus on my entries then. so please bear with the annoying appearance of those tagboards. don't mind them coz they're useless..they just won't work. >:
chatting on irc at #anime-illusions and #jrockers (apparently people aren't talking at all). chatting with nanase, ian, kuya mogs, naqs, and dainty. ^^ we're planning to hav an official AI EB. not sure if they'll really push through it. june 28 daw ata eh. hmm..hope i'm free next saturday. oh no! we hav COCC training from 8-12pm! gaaah...great timing.

*gona sleep now*is very sleepy* ....(-.-)zzZZzz...

my brain and hands can't coordinate with each other right now. >.< maybe tomorrow nalang.

bye. ^^

2003-06-19T07:06:00.000-07:00

Ahohoho ... testing blog's tagboard

-Adi

2003-06-18T07:02:00.000-07:00

Current mood: …strangely quiet. The house is so quiet…VERY strange.
On the playlist: My Tourniquet | Evanescence

~My God, My Tourniquet, return to me…Salvation~
been singing that song for how many times today…since I got home—in my bedroom, living room, dining room…yes, even at the bathroom. ~I’m dying…praying…pleading, and screaming…am I too lost to be saved…~^o^ …LSS of the day. But I really like it so much. Evanescence rocks! XD The Ispagetti Song is finally gone from my head! Woohoo! =p they’ve got a different kinda rock style—some dark epic rock. And may I say…gurlz rock! (go Amy! =^___^=)

anyways, got stuck in traffic for 2 hours. I don’t care. As long as I snooze peacefully. (-.-)zZz… it’s a plus when I get like 4 more hours sleep (blame it on the net…can’t stop surfing and chatting! >_<).

School, once again, is totally fine. I like my class. We’re assorted but mostly we’re music-inclined. This year the administrative staff has abolished having a chorale class. …too bad for the chorale members =( now they’re distributed to each class. But mostly they are in ours ^____^ we get along really well since we have the same interests. Some play guitars in which they really rock. ^_^v hmm…wat else…I love our teachers this schoolyear. Mostly are guys: Mr. Abodiles (English), Mr. Padlan (Physics)…a comical one..you’ll never know his joke til you realize the expression on his face; Mr. Fernandez (Filipino)…all I can say is, he’s WEIRD; Mr. Nacion (THE-Visual Arts)..gotta looove him! He’s cool and hilarious and sometimes, green; Mr. Bulalacao (Music)…oh yeah, Mr. Meteor…garden?! Weheheh..haven’t met him yet. We have Ms. Sanchez (Math)..funny in a strict way..gets?; Ms. Biñas (CLE[religion])..she can never make it to funny..she’s trying too hard. >:D

We were already given UP application forms. Grabe, our guidance teacher told us that in UP, they accept students NATIONWIDE. So..only about 4,000 applicants shall be admitted out of 60,000. wow there. I’m not expecting to get in. just applied just in case.. I’m looking forward for La Salle Taft and Ateneo admission. There are thousands of promising hopefuls out there…and I’m one of them. Wish me luck. -___-

Awhile ago I read these excerpts from Ayame’s blog. Wasn’t able to comprehend to it that much since my brain isn’t working sensibly yet. @___@~ but I somehow understood their meaning…to put it simply, art can conquer lies or violence as a whole. (tama ba Ayame?! o___O?) this is the original excerpt:

“…Lies can stand up against much in the world, but not against art.”

Owell, gotta sleep early today. Btw, I finally cut my superlong nails after two months. Hooray! Cheer for meh! XD I can play the guitar comfortably once again. Hehe un lang.

Oh, before I forget, check this out!
>> that goes for aRt devotees (ehem…Aissa…since u brought the topic about art)
it’s some creepy kinda art. But you’ll get to appreciate it once you know how they’re done.

That’s it for now. Ja~ \(^__^)/

2003-06-16T09:54:00.000-07:00

current mood: tired..from this endless council job..though it's 1st day of skul. ~.~
on the playlist: Ignition (remix) | R. Kelly (yes..hiphop.)

=^_____^=

it was about quarter to 7 in the morning when all the vehicles were caught in a traffic jam due to much excitement of the people turning right to Dasmarinas Village, Makati. yes, our humble school is found within the village. and may i say it's a really private residence that's why the guards wouldn't simply let the drivers in without surrending their license (to the non-residents). and that caused the so-called...traffic. our dad had reached the peak of his temper so he told us to just take a walk inside the residence since he doesn't wanna be caught in traffic. i was asleep by then and surprised to realize that he wasn't joking...great ~__~...first day of school and we're gonna display ourselves in the middle of the highway making our way towards the residence. *sigh* and we did. took us about 15 min walk. but it wasn't that bad. hehe..morning exercise for me. \(^_^)/!

i felt that we only had a christmas break and classes would resume just like that. how fast time flies...anyway, was surprised when my batchmates greeted me. i felt distressed by then coz we had to walk and they took it away. weee~~ now i'm happy ^o^ as i walked through the covered courts making my way towards the high school building....aack this is so detailed! forget about that! :D fast forward...

it's my first time to appreciate my own class on the 1st day. i got along with them really well...that fast. of course, everyone knows each other but we had this unmistakably different chemistry (hopefully my instinct is right) as a class..hmm...bonding, bonding...wehehe XD and i love our adviser, Mr. Abodiles. thought it was pronounced Ah-bo-dayls. ^__^ it's Ah-boh-dee-les pala. hoho! he's a well-rounded English teacher (yeah! English rawks!). he's not too strict, not too careless. it's rare to find those kinda teachers these days. ^__^

got to bond with my barkada once again. aww...sheena..we miss you..;___; they're still the same as ever. :D

had a load of work on arranging prom pics..which took me an hour and a half! ;__; i hate doing this but i'm glad i'm finally done with it! woohoo! anyways this is the last extended job on being a junior council PRO...wehehe ;0) bye stress! (ehem...sheena...)

now im texting a frend of mine coz...walang magawa eh! *^____^* well...we always do..hoho (^o^)

gtg. gotta sleep...for 4 more hours...*sigh*. ciao~

...A man born of incest will become Satan. And the world will become of it no more...

2003-06-15T07:08:00.000-07:00

current mood: excited for school (woohoo!) err..not really.
on the playlist: Don't Speak | No Doubt

currently i'm watching Mtv Movie Awards 2003 for the second time. *sigh* tomorrow's the day...goodbye sweet summer ;___; ..just packed my things for school. i have this cool adidas bag i never had before. okay, i had a backpack before but this is different. it's so small and cute! XD bought it in SM. anyways we only have 4 books this year. weeee~ so it's not much of a heavy load.

this summer has been really so memorable for me. i mean, i gained a lot of friends. we even had a band, too. if it wasn't for Nanase and Ayame i wouldn't have been part of all the fun the band had...sleepovers..Ragnarok mania (though i'm not really addicted unlike them ^___^)...jamming...battle of the bands...AI (we rock!..meron pang next summer! XD)..lunch or dinner out with the Yapyuco's (i luuuvv Little Quiapo =^_____^=) thanks to tito Odi. i'll also miss Michelle (oh hi just! ^^)...that red hot sexy momma...i mean...guitar. hohoho~ ^o^ and this summer i became soooo addicted to chatting. i mean, i would feel abnormal if i sleep so early coz i ran out of prepaid netcard. now my eyebags could reach the floor. *____* to all my fellow bandmates, i'll miss you. ^o^ ...dek (magtrabaho ka! wag kang matulog! hweheheh), mogs (kupo! ^o^ di mo parin sinesend ung bookmark! ;___;), adi (wahehe XD PLUSHIE...take good care of my lobster!), aissa (well...i'll not really miss you..hoho Ã¼x), and just (..aww...wala nakong katelebabad til 6am~ hehe akin na muna c michelle mo while ur in pisay XD)

let's all keep in touch pa rin! =^_______^=

college is few steps away..am i ready for this? ~___~ still thinking of taking fine arts but as everyone says, "walang pera jan". having second thoughts...money or passion? -___-;;; dunno if im gonna be much committed if ever to a tough job like this. my other option would probably be business management or HRM or... heck, i don't know!!! psshh...oh...well...wherever the good wind will take me...

2003-06-15T05:12:00.000-07:00

current mood: ~__~ bored.
music: Don't Speak | No Doubt